Thursday, November 29, 2007

This time its different!

Someone posted last week asking how we knew this time was different and it really made me think. Why is this time different?

When I joined, I wasn't expecting really much success but I knew that even 10 lbs would feel better. Then getting under 300 would be better still. I knew that moving more would make me feel better and that eating healthier foods would improve my health. I didn't tell anyone to begin with because why bother? I'd tried and failed so many times it was sad.

This time it was different. No big moment. I just knew it was time - time to do something, time to change my circumstances, time to improve my health, and time to take responsibility for where I had put myself. There were lots of reasons for me getting to the weight I was but it was time to put that behind and look forward to a new way of living. I think the fact that I am focused on my health makes a difference and that my goal isn't just about weight-loss, its about being fit and healthy which includes being at a healthy weight but is so much more than that.

This time, I have lost over 100 lbs and I have corrected my cholesterol issues with diet and exercise, and my medication for my hypertension is reduced so greatly its unbelievable. I did it by making small changes that I really integrated into my lifestyle - both in what I eat, how I move and how I think.

The biggest reason I know that this time is different is that this time, I won't give up. I know that I can change my circumstances and I have. I know that I am capable of doing this. This time, I know I will reach goal and I will maintain. The reason I know this is that I have made changes that I have sustained for a year so I know I can keep doing that. In the past, I felt my weight was outside of my control but I don't believe that anymore. I can't control everything but I can control some things and those are the things I work on - changing my thinking, believing I can do this, making healthier food choices, and moving more.

This time it IS different!

1 comment:

Caroline said...

You got that right Seph - it is different - everything has changed, we have had a taste of what losing weight feels like, how could we ever go back? Quitting is not an option - you have come way to far and are too amazing!! It's all the way to goal and then maintenance for the rest of our lives - I am certain that you will never revert back - you are totally dedicated to making your life the best you can - and have done so well - the changes are incredible - and I love that picture of you in your new coat, such a look of confidence, you can't buy that, it comes with success - and you my dear are now the picture of success, enjoy it you have truly worked your butt off and deserve it!!

Maddds